Yeah! TMA for Int. HR finallly complete!!!! Just complete!!!

Can release some pressure now!!!

Next Steps for the Asia Pacific Business and HR assignments:

1. Proof Read


2. Formating


3. Add Reference


4. Add Index


5. Scanning


6. Submit

Deadline: Next Monday.

So can attend the master classes this afternoon, tonight and the whole day class tomorrow!

You must be happy now.

No one complaint and mad at you anymore.

No one bringing troubles to you again.

No one bother you and send you mail saying silly things.

You are free.

You don't need to argue with her, no need to spend time to think about excuse / story to tell her.

You don't have to worry that she will rely on you and be your burden.

No need to worry that she is taking advantage of you.

No need to worry that she want to hurt your family.

No need to worry that she will search your privacy, your company and your family.

She won't bother you again.

That's why you told her be no more friends and never have contact again.

Don't worry, she will respect your decision and disappear forever.

You must be very happy now...........

Very busy lately.

Time never enough to complete the piles of work, plus my assignments and master classes. Seems no private time anymore.

Maybe till the middle of May after the exams, I can get the private weekend again!

For work? We will never finish the endless job, unless you get no heart to the work, or wanna quit...

Be calm, peace, and smart!!!

“The main task of management in the modern organization is to manage change.” Using case studies to illustrate your answer show how theories of organizational change can help the modern manager.

TMA for Int. HR, must complete it by 6:00a.m tomorrow morning, even not sleep tonight.

Tomorrow is the last day for this Easter vacation.

Take a break tomorrow for reading some interesting books!

Work hard! Work hard! Work hard!

Be efficient!!!!

Just seeing his family picture in the internet.

I wonder how all these years he can tell so much lies to me.

Maybe he never got problem with she at all, and have a happy family.

Maybe he feels funny to play with a stupid girl like me, that whatever he does, will trust.

The problem is, how come you can be so stupid to trust this man, like an idiot? How come you lost all you mind, that what he said wasn't logic at all?

If he is serious to you, how much time he is willing to spend for you?

Why everytime he called you was in the outside, not indoor, not at home?

Why he can only send you email at the day time?

Why everytime he came here was due to "Business Trip"?

Why he never take a picture with you?

Why he never doing something for you?????

Why you trust him? Why are you so Silly?

Why you switch the responsibilty to others, but not yourself?

Why feel that you are a victim in this relationship?

YOU ARE NOT A VICTIM!!!! YOU DESERVE FOR THAT!!!! BECAUSE YOU ARE SILLY!!!!

HE DON'T LOVE YOU!!!! HE JUST PLAY WITH YOU - IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He called me two times last nigth. As usual, I didn't pick up the phone.

Seems that I know everything and nothing more I want to know and hear.

It will only repeat the fault again.

But a little different this time, I response to him by sending SMS.

Told him that he don't owe me anything. I am very well. Ask him to forget me and enjoy his life.

What else can I say? Nothing more...no more complain, no more argue, no more upset and disappointment.

Someone has to leave in this relationship. Someday, this relationship has to stop.....This is the fact. And obviously, I am the one.

Good luck, enjoy your life.

Couldn't breath last two night. Asthma again.

Yesterday, took sick leave.

This morning, luncheon at Aedas. Didn't feel well befoe leaving the office, even took the medicine, still headache.

Went to the pantry, and took one more "fast Panedol". Felt worse.

In the middle of the seminar when Simon was doing his presentation, the nightmare came.

Almost faint, wanna throw up and couldn't breath.

Couldn't stand, faint, and tried my best to be strong, and control myself not faint during the meeting in front of 20 architects, 3 ladies from BCI, the function organizer, and our other 4 colleagues.

Tried many times to pretend o.k, and stand, but failed. Everytime, I stand, failed, vision turn black, faint - I can't even stand.

Luckily, there was a wall panel partition that I can hide myself, and not creating embrassed environment. I sat. Wilson keep using a booklet and swing and letting some more air to let me breath. Thanks Wilson.

Simon, during his presentation discoved that I am not o.k, and indicated me to go and take a rest. But I couldn't stand and walk, or I would faint and collapse in front of those audience. Really scare I would collapse at that moment.

Luckily, 2 minutes before the end of the seminar, I got some energy, and could stand, and chat with some clients befoe we the seminar finish.

Back to the office, again, feel worse, and finally, I threw up inside my room, even get any energy to rush to the washroom. ....And went home earlier.

My God, feel very bad today.

Tomorrow, 2 meetings - one with Modern, the other - Ka Wah, that can't escape.

Good Luck.

Yeah! Almost finish the TMA for the APB.

Spent the whole weekend on this TMA.

Hope it can pass.

Oustanding:

• Revise intro & content.
• Add index , conclusion and reference.
• Spell Check.

Yeah! But the holiday finish already!

Next weekend, the assignment for Int. HR!!!

Work hard!!!

Work hard, work hard and finish it by tomorrow night - the APB assignment!!!!

Be concentrate, wake up and no more lazy!!!!!

Lazy Belle!!!

On the way back H.K tonight from Shunde, in the ferry. I thought, the problem in this relationship is me. I should responsible for this outcome. Thinking back what happened before sequently, I am too stupid, "too naive" in this relationship. I was wrong to "trust him", its my own fault to trust someone who is not honest to you.

Don't blame anybody, but yourself!

Forget about all unhappiness, tomorrow is another day!

Trip to Shunde to visit the new supplier and inspect their factory this afternoon.

China again......

The company has a lot of problems, but nothing new to me, which I used to face and handle the same problems in somewhere else.

The real challenge to me is "human" side. With very limited resources, and the boss without any experience in this industry. How to help this company without giving pressure, and make your boss losing face of his incapability is a technique.......

Anyway, as I committed myself, try your best....

P.S. Talked with Samuel of Ka Wah this morning. Feel nice, and feeling warming to talk with people you known for long time.

Assignments for the Asia Pacific Business & Int. HR.

Work Hard!!!

Deadline is coming...

Steps:

• Scan, speed read & highlight critical points.
• Draft framwork.
• Well structure.
• Quote relevant cases.

And:

• Be concentrate.
• No more lazy.
• Be well organize.
• Be efficient.
• Good time management.

Another two and a half months that we haven't been contacted, since you told me that we should be no more friends and have no more contacts......

Forgot how many times you asked me to leave in this relationship. What is my value to you? You can dump me anytime you wish, call me back, dump me, call me back, and again dump me.......

Have you ever cherish a girl who used to love you so much, everything consider about you first, who consider your happiness before her? Have you ever care about how she feel all these years?

The fact is she means nothing to you. You like to see her upset, cry, disappointed instead of giving her happiness and protect her. That's not love.......

I never understand what you think. You change your mind so fast. Today, you treat me well and tomorrow you ask me to leave. This is not the first time happened like this. I deserve for that.

All memory back to my mind:

Mid Oct 2002 - Met in Shanghai.

End Oct 2002 - Told me that you have a lot of girlfriends.

Dec 2002 - Sent me letter from Italy, told me that you change career, now live in Rome and have a family.

22 Dec 2002 - Called me, told me that we shouldn't contact each other.

March 2003 - Told me not to call you, send you email again before you leave H.K, and that we are not boyfriend and girlfriend.

August 2003 - Asked me to leave the hotel room, and never contact you again in H.K.

June 2004 - Changed the flight and leave one day before scheduled. Left me in Sapporo by myself and said we should not contact each other again.

June 2005 - Told me that you always have prostitution before, and asked me to leave the hotel room again.

Sept 2005 - Told me not to contact you again, and asked me to take off the necklace you gave.

May 2006 - Admitted that you actually live with your wife over the phone, which you said no before when I asked.

Oct 2006 - Called me and told me that you had divorced.

22 Dec 2007 - Told me that we should be no more friends and have no more contacts again.

There is only one stupid woman like me in this world...........

Thank you so much for what you gave me.