Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Is it true that life must go on? Nomatter what happen?

What about if you sick of your life and not interest anymore? No interest to everything?

Once I wonder if animals like dogs are luckier than human. They don't have much unhappiness, lives simple to them. Not much to worry, no pressure, no complicated relationship, no cheating. Easily happy when masters back home, playing with them and feed them.

What about us? We have brighter brain, more independent lives, controlling more things, why we are not as free as them. Keeping up and down, unlimited demand, hurting each others, and hurting ourselves.

Once, I asked Ms. Wu if dogs are more fortunate than human. She said no, because they can't speak and they are harder to "upgrade" them as "human" / "angle" / "Budda" in their next lives.

Keep thinking that these years, with more religious knowledge, you will trust what she said is right. Then, trying to answer myself that we are fortunate to be human, have opportunity to improve ourselves and get a better "upgraded life" in the next life our of life cycle.

What about being a lucky dog without hurting others, have a comfort live with masters love and care? And then in the next, next, next, next..........next life keep the happiness?

What kind of life you want? A human or a dog? As happy as my Yo Yo and Bon Bon whose lives are simple, joyful, with plenty of toys, and being cared by me, my mom and my maid?

Life is strange.

Annabel Peale

Private - 10:42 AM

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Dear Dr. Lai,

You have been unconscious for more than 2 months since the accident.

Knowing that your brain was seriously hurt and the condition was dangerous.

You are so tough and smart. I know you will awake one day, what you need is only patience and time.

Get well, and you can recover shortly.

God bless you.

Best Wishes.

Patient Annabel Peale


Public - 11:08 AM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Obviously, I'm the one to go.

First, I am a "redudant" in this relationship. A third party who involve in others relationship.
Of course, my role is a bad people hurting others family.

What you said is right - "You always complaint about me, never try to understand me!".
Yes, I just complaint. But I tried very hard to understand you, but failed, since there's no mean to understand you. How can I understand you???

Thinking back, you are right - " I never hide my background, I told you that I have a family at the beginning".

Its my fault, I never face the reality, I always switch the responsibility to you. In fact, you gave me many hints. I am the one who escape. So many times you asked me to leave and said that we shouldn't see each other. Once you said "I have a family, this is my bottom line". You expressed clearly what you want. It's not your fault. I am the one who are unwilling to face the reality, and dream.

So, sorry for what I did, sorry to you all.......

Annabel Peale

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Assignment for International Marketing - Marketing Plan 2000 words, almost done. 3 more points to go. Complete it tomorrow, and revise details.

Work hard and keep the energy please!

Good night..

Annabel Peale

Saturday, August 04, 2007

You know, you are so stupid.

You are so stupid spending your time to a bad girl like me.

You are so stupid to tolerate a girl who just complaint.

A girl never understand you, never treat you well.

She is so emotional and just bring problems to you.

If she is good, she must bring you happiness,
share your difficulties and care you instead.

What did she do for you? Nothing.

Don't be silly anymore. She is not good for you.

Delete her, and you will have a better live.

Annabel Peale
Private - 8:40 PM