On the way back H.K tonight from Shunde, in the ferry. I thought, the problem in this relationship is me. I should responsible for this outcome. Thinking back what happened before sequently, I am too stupid, "too naive" in this relationship. I was wrong to "trust him", its my own fault to trust someone who is not honest to you.

Don't blame anybody, but yourself!

Forget about all unhappiness, tomorrow is another day!

Trip to Shunde to visit the new supplier and inspect their factory this afternoon.

China again......

The company has a lot of problems, but nothing new to me, which I used to face and handle the same problems in somewhere else.

The real challenge to me is "human" side. With very limited resources, and the boss without any experience in this industry. How to help this company without giving pressure, and make your boss losing face of his incapability is a technique.......

Anyway, as I committed myself, try your best....

P.S. Talked with Samuel of Ka Wah this morning. Feel nice, and feeling warming to talk with people you known for long time.

Assignments for the Asia Pacific Business & Int. HR.

Work Hard!!!

Deadline is coming...

Steps:

• Scan, speed read & highlight critical points.
• Draft framwork.
• Well structure.
• Quote relevant cases.

And:

• Be concentrate.
• No more lazy.
• Be well organize.
• Be efficient.
• Good time management.

Another two and a half months that we haven't been contacted, since you told me that we should be no more friends and have no more contacts......

Forgot how many times you asked me to leave in this relationship. What is my value to you? You can dump me anytime you wish, call me back, dump me, call me back, and again dump me.......

Have you ever cherish a girl who used to love you so much, everything consider about you first, who consider your happiness before her? Have you ever care about how she feel all these years?

The fact is she means nothing to you. You like to see her upset, cry, disappointed instead of giving her happiness and protect her. That's not love.......

I never understand what you think. You change your mind so fast. Today, you treat me well and tomorrow you ask me to leave. This is not the first time happened like this. I deserve for that.

All memory back to my mind:

Mid Oct 2002 - Met in Shanghai.

End Oct 2002 - Told me that you have a lot of girlfriends.

Dec 2002 - Sent me letter from Italy, told me that you change career, now live in Rome and have a family.

22 Dec 2002 - Called me, told me that we shouldn't contact each other.

March 2003 - Told me not to call you, send you email again before you leave H.K, and that we are not boyfriend and girlfriend.

August 2003 - Asked me to leave the hotel room, and never contact you again in H.K.

June 2004 - Changed the flight and leave one day before scheduled. Left me in Sapporo by myself and said we should not contact each other again.

June 2005 - Told me that you always have prostitution before, and asked me to leave the hotel room again.

Sept 2005 - Told me not to contact you again, and asked me to take off the necklace you gave.

May 2006 - Admitted that you actually live with your wife over the phone, which you said no before when I asked.

Oct 2006 - Called me and told me that you had divorced.

22 Dec 2007 - Told me that we should be no more friends and have no more contacts again.

There is only one stupid woman like me in this world...........

Thank you so much for what you gave me.