If you really care about me, why you :

1. Won't come to see me.


2. Never concern my happiness.


3. I am always the one you scarifice.


4. Have so many excuses that you can't come.


5. Never concern how I feel.


6. Keep telling lies to me.


7. Never call me on Sunday.


8. Told me that we should be no more friends and have no more contacts.


9. Never thought that I need your care too.


10. Never seriously treat this relationship.

The answer is clear - I am not the one you need and care. You never serious to me. Otherwise, you won't treat me like this.

Please no more cheating yourself.

You, God and I know how much you care about me........

Luckily I got allergy and serious cold this morning that no body can still attack a patient who look so sick.

In fact, my sick was due to the mask which made my nose very itchy and sensitive.

Thanks God, anyway.

What will I be tomorrow?

Will I be killed by Simon S?

My gut feeling telling me that he won't let me alive tomorrow.

First, he will challenge me thousands of issues.

Then saying something disguised.

Finally, he will make you wanna die.

God bless me.....

Life is so fragile.

So many people die in the earthquake in Sichuan, China.

More than 30,000 death body found. And stil so many people buried under the brick and can't be found.

Separted from their family. The feeling of seeing / worrying about the parents, kids, and relative die, going to die is never easy.

How will you feel if one day it happen to us, we don't even have a chance to see the one you love, don't know where is he/she, and don't even get a chance to say goodbye to him/her?

We will never know how difficult those victims are.

We are living in a peaceful place.

What we can see is from the news.The real situation is far worse than what we know and expect for sure.

I really wonder how come life can be worse like this, that we may never expected.

I wonder if there became a hell, people there is escaping, crying, worrying, dying, disappointing.....if the hell and our world have merge together? Or if the hell is actually exists in this human world that we never discovered?

It is so upset to see that happen.

If the God really exist, why?

Why to those villagers who life is already poor enough?

Wish you all good luck.

Or it just a nightmare, that the next day, when you wake up, back to normal and nothing happened.

Can it be a dream, a nightmare only?

God, can you delete what had happened last week, and let them back to their normal and simple life?

Please.............

Life never easy to us.

Many people die in the earthquake in china.

I called xiao Ju to see if her family is o.k this evening.

Luckily, they are safe.

No one know if we could still survive tomorrow.

who know.

so please live happily with your family, and live happily.....

they are the one you care, not me - for sure.

I go and you live happily with them, o.k/

take care.